Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Absent.
 That's pretty much how I've felt lately. A little disconnected from reality. Moving has kinda sucked my life out slowly. Moving is hard. Changing things is hard. It really doesn't matter how excited you are, it just still ends up being plain ole  hard. 
I don't want to complain here, I'm so thankful for all the opportunities God has given my family. He has shown up in this hard season. 
But more than that I think he grew me. He grew my life and world view a bit. I know it sounds silly, but when you are waiting and expecting God to show up, and he does, your eyes see things differently.
Brave. That's how I would sum up this move and gosh, that's pretty awesome. 
We finally close on our house this week. 
I can not wait. Whoever thought it was a good idea to stay with my parents temporarily was CRAZY! 
I just do life differently. I raise my kids differently. And ya'll seriously, I need to lay on my couch for one whole day and not feel like I have to micromanage every single thing. 

So here's to being brave. Doing the hard things. Raising babies how I want. Loving my family well. 

I missed this little space of mine. It feels good to be back.  Xoxo

12 comments:

  1. We miss you love!! Feel free to email anytime you need to vent! I'm always around. We are going through a moving thing too. I feel your pain!! Xxoo

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    1. Miss you girl! I didn't know y'all were moving! I'm so out of the loop! Praying. Xxoo

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  2. It's so good to see you blogging!! We miss you! Sending lots of love your way!

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    1. Miss you too! I hope I can get back in the swing of things! Xoxo

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  3. Welcome back! I hope things calm down for you soon.

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  4. Hello, gorgeous!! Yes, moving is hard and once you're there, that initial excitement fades and you wonder WTF!! But hurrah for being brave!! Sending you big hugs and a drink or two... ;)

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    1. Girl, two drinks are not enough! Lol xo

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  5. Oh, I'm soooo with you on being thrown off from moving! Luckily, we're on the other end of it now and feel much better. I hope the time passes quickly for you until you're all moved!

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    1. Eek. That's the worst part. The weird readjustment. Glad y'all are in the other end!

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  6. Yay for the new house!! I find it hard to be at home with the kids for an extended period of time. Best of luck with getting moved in and establishing your new normal! (:

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    1. Thanks Alex! New normal needs to hurry up lol. ;)

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