Do you ever feel like you are in the midst of change, I can't go backwards and I can't go forward. I'm just stuck in the middle. In the middle of God pruning and shaping and changing me, teaching in this whirlwind we call deployment. It is actually a struggle to get up out of bed in the morning some days, but hearing a message from Joyce Meyer I was inspired. Inspired to enjoy the middle, enjoy the change, grab onto it with both holds and embrace it.
59 days until my soldier comes home from R&R, and I have never been more excited to count down the days to get him for 2 weeks. I'm embracing this time, cramming in those arts & crafts with big A and about to start planning... GASP.... little A's first birthday, I can't believe how time has flown!
So the point of this post, amidst the rambling, CHANGE, I'm jumping on board, embracing it, holding on with 2 hands and ready to enjoy the ride. Ready to see my little woman turn 1, my "baby" boy turn 4 in April and then move on back to Ft. Hood, just to start the change all over again. But i'm ready and God can shape and change me all he needs.